Friday, January 8, 2010

Challenge and Change.

Two words I read in a newsletter the other day. Challenge and Change.

That is where I am.

But really, that is where I always am.

I have so much I need to change.
But everything is a challenge to me.
Unless it involves me being left alone, it's challenging.

That can't be "normal". But it is my normal. I don't want to do anything.

Which of course, isn't good for anything.

1 comment:

heather said...

well, first of all i'm glad to see a blog post from you!

and, i can really relate. i made a very ambitious list for my "65 in 365" which gives the illusion that i'm up for both a challenge and change.

truth is, although i need both, i'm not quite up for anything. things have just never gotten back to normal for me. so i share this to let you know that you aren't alone.

i wonder if there is something we can do *together*? friend time is always fun so maybe we can put it to good use. how? not sure. but maybe we can come up with something.

now, don't be too hard on yourself. you have A LOT on your, husband, job, etc. i admire you! (and i guarantee that you're nowhere near as far behind on your laundry as i am. i promise.)

love you bunches!