Sunday, July 28, 2013

I am overcoming...

I have been going through a LOT of changes lately.  I have been changing external things, and internal things.  People would be amazed at how much change I've accomplished if I were to share.

I will share some.

After years of starving myself, I have been complying with a meal plan for the first time.  I may not complete it 100% every day, but I am close.  I have chosen to return to treatment, at the LOWEST level of care, in an effort to get over some of my severe fears, and to get support, as I really don't have any support outside of those walls, and my sweet therapist.  I do have friends and family that love me, but they could never understand what I am experiencing without getting mad or start backing away from me for being a freak.

As anybody who knows me, or reads this blog, I connect to music...and I have a song for this part of my life.  I hope you enjoy it as much as I can apply to everybody going through things in their life.

I am overcoming.  I am proud of myself.

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Seeking out your Help...

Dear anybody who might read this lonely blog.

I am writing to ask you to help me with my cause.  I don't usually ask for money, and actually, I am not asking for money for myself, I am asking for a donation to a very important cause.  Something that is very close to my heart.

I am going to be doing the NEDA walk.  (National Eating Disorder Awareness).  This disease has owned me since I was 15, and I have watched it destroy and mutilate so many of my friends.  I am walking for myself, my friends, MY DAUGHTERS, your daughters and sons, family members and all those who suffer from this horrible self slaughtering disease.

I ask for your help in this endeavor.  Please visit my page, and if you can donate even $5, I would so so so appreciate it.